Friday, January 25, 2013

Stolen

My friend recently had her third baby and named it one of the names I had picked out for my baby. I mourned for days. I mourned the fact that several people in my life have had 2 or 3 kids in the time that I've been trying to have one. I mourned because I felt like she had stolen my baby because it had my baby's name! I know how irrational that sounds. Infertility makes me completely irrational sometimes. 

1 comment:

  1. Rachel--
    I'm so sorry. That is horrible feeling. It might be irrational--but it is a legitimate feeling. And a normal one. You feel robbed of your dreams, your purpose, your plans, and so much more. So much loss.:( I wish I could make it all go away.
    Katie

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